I feel it's absence quite powerfully, the fears it once suppressed and the nightmares it once erased creeping back with every day of my abstinence. I feel my age, and the changes caused by my intemperance more powerfully without it.
'Our thirst for blood satiates us, soothes our fears', so the prayer goes.
I could imbibe it from a flask, it need not be taken directly at all. Indeed it normally isn't.
[For those who weren't desperate and half beast already.]
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'Our thirst for blood satiates us, soothes our fears', so the prayer goes.
I could imbibe it from a flask, it need not be taken directly at all. Indeed it normally isn't.
[For those who weren't desperate and half beast already.]
I could not ask that of you.